so after more than a month, these guys still cant get over it. like wow. how long more you want to do this for? but well, i guess it's fine. ahwells.


anyway, so many people have been asking about my testimony recently. and i dont know what to say, because i've experienced so much grace and goodness since my life began.


i may be born into a non christian family, but by the amazing grace that God has, my parents come from mission schools, and they would think that it is good that we get such education as well. i went to fairfield methodist kindergarten, and followed by mg. everything seemed so dull back then. i knew adam and eve. i knew noah and his ark, i knew how to sing Jesus loves me and all those songs. and all i knew back in mg was school and home. but when i think about it now, even through such a boring life, there were morning devotions, which i never paid attention to because i never understood anything for the first 3years in primary school, then p4 all the way to sec1, it was like an uncool thing to be be listening. and the last 3years were just... i hope i can even make it down to the quadrangle on time for assembly. even if i do, i would be catching up on my breath. anyway, other than devotions, there was chapel, which is more of a... sing-a-long lesson. yeah. all the way till sec2, i rejected the good news. i mean. it was something that i grew up with, and it reached the point where i just felt like whatever towards the bible. i'll just drag myself to chapel and sleep.


anyway, i had really good friends that prayed for me all the time. one gave me a bible, and i started reading it. then came sec3's djw, the speaker spoke right to my heart, and i cried, because an innocent man had to die on the cross for all my sins. so anyway, then came a rough patch of time in school, so i could only pray for the best and that God would work things out for us. then came o level results, where everyone panicked, but i was so calm about it because i prayed, and i read the passage about how God feeds the birds. so why should i worry. ahwells. i dont know what to say, but it's all good. i love the fact that i've been so blessed recently with all my friends that have been praying for me. you guys know who you are. (: so yes. there were so many things that happened in poly, yet God remained faithful to bring me this far. AND THE MOST AMAZING THING ABOUT HOW MY PARENTS ARE NOT AGAINST ME GOING TO CHURCH. so yes.