life has been so wonderful. my girls are such beautiful people in my life that i'm blessed with. <3 i'm like never getting to have such friends again. after 14 years of my life, these people are still here and making me laugh, trust, believe and have faith in this world. when i'm down, you guys have been there for me, and now you share my laughter and joy. i am truly blessed for all of you.

the past two weeks have been so good. meeting all my people recently is making me feel so good. (: even as i'm getting broke, i'm feeling so blessed. oh the love of these people.

met my girls this evening. it was a crazy time of laughter, pictures, love and happiness. there are so many things that we can do together, talk about, laugh at and everything else. 

other than that, i've been feeling so relieved. like. i can finally breathe again. and that i can go out with anyone i want to, and can face them so openly. totally in love with all of these. if my life is just gonna stay like this forever, i'll be in love and happy.

meanwhile, i'll need to pray about a few things. so if there's anyone reading this, i'll need to pray about church membership, baptism, uni, relationships and faith. that's quite a lot of things.

you have been so sweet and lovely for the past two weeks. but i have no idea how long you can keep this up for. but i'm really blessed with so much love. the church has been quite awesome about it, and i guess, that's good. (: but well, pros and cons. i have to change my body clock quite a bit. sleeping really early now.

my house suddenly got filled with more love. i can see how this is not just us. and that is something i need to learn. i am so fortunate to have you around. and you have no idea how thankful i am. (: you bring out the best of me, and i'm loved when you tell that my past is accepted. 

oh the bliss. <3


baby you light up my world like nobody else.
if only you saw what i can see, you'll understand why i want you so desperately.