work hasnt been all that good. but i'm thankful for all the people at work to help me kill time, and even though we dont talk, but you guys make it up for it. all the jokes make the day pass faster. the random aunty conversations, the random jokes, the stupid lies, and the nonsensical lunch talks. they all add up to what makes the job awesome. feeling so blessed with may, jon, aunty, fadli, vanga, jon, siti, nurain, yujuan, uncle, donald and so many more. even the trainers make my day.

and you gave me a pleasant (?) surprised by doing whatever you did this evening. thank you for caring, understanding, listening. totally meant the entire world to me at that point in time, because i havent been having a really good week. so yes. i'm so thankful. and i've finally found someone that has almost the same experiences as me, so i guess, that's pretty much a common topic. and i know that no one would understand me in this way like you would. so thank you for hearing me rant.

so very thankful for all my brothers and sisters in Christ. all the love that i feel from them in this pretty much difficult part of the year. i'm so thankful that all of you. be it in prayer, text, love or whatever. i wished i had the time to list you out one by one, to thank you one by one. but i guess i shall save  that for the next time.

baptism class tomorrow. i dont know what to expect. neither do i know what i should be doing. hmm. i dont even know what i'm supposed to do. ahwells.

many nights we prayed, with no proof anyone could hear. in our hearts a hopeful song, we barely understood. now we are not afraid, although we know there's much to fear.