am i crazy or what.
try listening to morning cute to bed. the irony. but i cant sleep.
gaaaah. then you move on to... red butterfly. i'm melting big time.
after that, you can just go on to when you say nothing at all. OH MY.
and then think about quan jiao du ai ni. CRAAAP. i desperately need help.

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because it's you.
because i'm not worthy.
because you are so sweet.
because you hurt me so bad.
because i dont want to reply you.
because i cant seem to forget you.
because you're too nice to be true.
because i dont dare to face reality.
because i know i am not letting go.
because you are annoying like that.
because i am not who you think i am.
because i have no idea what the future is.
because i dont want to ruin this friendship.

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sigh.
i cant find the time.
but i need a few days on my own.
i feel like going overseas. sit and chill.
think about life and all the shit that's within.
moving back to the private blog sooner or later.

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小時候，我問過媽媽一個問題。不是每一個五歲的小孩會問的一個問題，但是到現在，她還是沒有給我一個肯定的答案。我不知道應該怎麼選。終於知道甚麼是愛後，問了一個很多人會覺得很笨的問題－“你會選愛你的人，還是你愛的人？”还記得媽媽看著我，笑著說：“你覺得呢？”你看海正阿姨唱了這首歌後，嫁給了她愛的人，而且那個人也愛她。這麼多年後，我还在想如果你一定要選一個，應該怎麼選？愛我的人和我愛的人。