it's 4am. one other night that i cant sleep again. gaaaah. NO ONE'S AWAKE. ): need to talk to someone. ahwells. this is bad. i want a bedtime story that is... non fairytale-y.

i spent the entire day traveling around singapore. chilled and all, but the whole day, my mind was on one thing. so what if there was a cuter and much more handsome guy in front of me? i would just be high for that... 2min? haha. yeah. but anyway, i thought about how screwed my life is right now on my way home. purposely stayed away from any rides or whatever home, just so i could take a bus back on my own to think through things.

plus, i was really annoyed that 16 took forever to move from one stop to another, so i missed the 123 from town, therefore, i was stuck with the darn 65, and had to walk so much. gaaaaaah. so yes. in my most confused and lowest time, i thought i was crazy. i thought my eyes, nose and ears were playing some sort of trick on me. ahwells. and that totally changed my night. poooooof. i would be sleeping right now if i came home earlier. hah.

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i cried. i'm scared. i dont know what to do. pray, lipin. pray.

on a lighter note, i havent had a proper meal today. gaaaaaah. HUNGRYNESS. i wish there's food that would appear now. hah.

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i need to send my email about fttk soon. or i will never feel fine about it. i just keep thinking about that stupid bastard, and how i should draft my email. agrh. i will type it on one HOT DAY, and i have NO FOOD at all.