honestly, not really enjoying shit here at all.

work is coming in, and life sucks when i have to finish them.

the crazily hot/cold weather here aint helping much. it's like. the temperature range is so crazy, i dont even know whether to wear more for the cold, or less for the heat. ahwells. but anyway, right NOW, temperature outside is supposedly 9degrees. and all i want is to stay under the blanket and sleep. but no. i need to story source. ): get out in the cold, freeze my ass away and get a story. wait. take it back. i wont freeze that badly. cos there are people worse than me. gaaaah.

oh. and how can i not mention all the bitching around? this is fms. if no one bitches, something must be wrong. i am just waiting around to hear the most ridiculous things ever. just sitting around to wait. pretending not to know certain things is always better than knowing that. ignorance is bliss. i would just love to live this way for the rest of my life. yes, i will ignore a hell lot of things that people tell me, and what not, because i know it's not worth. i dont give a shit about what people say about me, because there's nothing they can do to change me. and i'm happy the way i am. so yes. fms, you bitch. i cant wait to get out of this place. politics much.

i didnt think that i would feel homesick or anything. okay. i am not. i just miss chicken rice, currypuff and the milk tea there. at least they dont have nice milk tea here. gaaaaah.

on a lighter note, there are actually people i can talk to. :D