i admit. i bitch. but what about you? you think it's funny to bitch, cos it's a cool thing, and you can blend in with the rest? not something you should be doing. as a lecturer, you are in a higher position. plus, you have the right to discipline someone. look at yourself in the mirror when you're with them. i say. you're part of them. totally cool as a group. but are you a fair person that will not mix personal feelings in? i dont know. no one does. only God and you.

comparing this trip to sabbaticals in sec3, i honestly think that rules back then were much stricter, with no late nights and what not. but so? it was a fun trip. this? i dont even want to stay here any second longer with this bunch of idiots.

so thankful for my dinner group of people. minus a few here and there. no names gonna be mentioned. just so no one can google this post out. hah. but yeah. most thankful for the 4 people around. you know who you are. i hope. hah. ahwells.

and today has officially been the most embarrassing bus journey next to kevin. ): next week's gonna be worse. GAAAH.

totally miss mg teachers and friends. haha. yes. i'm not homesick, country sick, or whatever. but i am mg sick. really. smacked me hard that i can talk to them about anything, and bitching only takes up... 2% or less of our talks. but here, bitching is like. 99.999999%. sigh. even lecturers bitch about students. WHAT THE SHIT. all the teachers did in mg was. "there's a girl that shouts across the corridor for pad!" i have a longer post in my head. but i need to edit. sofine. maybe i'll type everything out on saturday after pitch.

ONCE AGAIN. i am not proud to be from np.