when the one that you love breaks his/her promises, it hurts.
it's so painful that you feel that your heart is breaking apart.

it's silly how i still cant get over it.
it's stupid how i keep thinking about it.
it's dumb to believe that there will be an alternative.
it's lame to be accountable to you, when i dont have to be.

但願讓我愛你一小時，寫一首最短的情詩，希望你下輩子別改名字，讓我可以再找你一次⋯

if you know the whole meaning behind this, it's annoying to know that all along, there's always someone that has been feeling that way. or at least, i hope that i'm understanding/hearing/seeing/feeling it wrong. it's like that whole thing spoke as a summary to this huge problem that i have for the past month plus plus. it's just too much. sigh.