i'm just 3days away from you know what's happening. (:
yes, i have been drowning myself with the fact that it is coming!
trying to stop myself from thinking about you.

i'm feeling crazy.
i want and dont want saturday to come.
i've been praying so long for this day to come.
i've asked for things to happen to decide my fate.
so yes, Lord, i really pray that you'll guide me through this.

every time i see you smile, my day just gets brightened.
whenever i see you sleep, i see the other side of you.
when i see you getting bullied, my heart breaks.
i dont know what i want anymore. sigh.