mixed feelings about this Christmas. :/

pretty much excited, cos IT IS CHRISTMAS!
JESUS CAME DONTKNOWHOWMANYTHOUSAND YEARS AGO.
for the sake of sinful man, He came to bear all the suffering. and i'm thankful for it! :D

but then again. what will i be doing? nothing...
SOMEONE JUST BRING ME OUT OF THIS STUPID COUNTRY.
for goodness sake, i hate this red dot on the world map called singapore. ):

pretty much looking forward to my next overseas trip. HI PARENTS! WHERE ARE WE GOING FOR CNY! i am freaking excited. hahah. and like... the entire world's going overseas. ))): i am damn sad to be stranded in singapore. with like fan in japan, pj in rome/wherever, chloe leaving for SOUTH AFRICA!!! tiffany out again, cong going to china and korea. YOU NAME THE COUNTRY, i can give you a person that just came back/is there/will be going there. UNFAIRNESS. gaaaaaaaah.

meanwhile. if you intend to get me a Christmas present, i would like.
1. a trip to shanghai NOW
2. a trip to hk summer next year
3. a few new bags
4. clothes
5. shoes
6. a backstage pass (THIS IS A HINT TO YOU!)
7. to not go for the stupid lunch/dinner, but to go to church.
8. a mirror
9. your love
10 lastly, THAT BIG KID. :D