me: NO LAR! wont get!

i said it just waaaaaay too early.

never in my life would i have expected to have met you.

true that the world changed. everything's different. of course, it is not possible that i am happy every second, but i can say there's always someone there to attempt making me happy. just that alone, makes me feel happy about it.

i remember complaining about such things. but well, it might not be all that true. you might just say "hey, you know, he wont love you forever" or "aiyah. he's just fooling around" and what not. but well, at least i can tell you that this isnt what i'm feeling right now, and i'm just gonna trust my feelings. i'll go where my heart brings me to.

one year ago, my story changed. from an empty page, not knowing what to write or continue, to a lot of things written. with pictures. and these pictures are coloured too. i've faced more issues. but after every problem, i've seen the rainbow after all these rain. even as one page is just grey, black and white, the next would be coloured. there will be no two pages that are the same. and no two pages back to back that will be dull.

i dont care what you all will tell me. neither will i care about what happened in the past. all i know is that. foozhongweilukenicholas, i love you so.