i miss you.
tell me where you are now, please?
i wanna look for you.
i dont care if it's earth, heaven or hell.
i'll do anything to look for you.
i want you to be next to me all the time.
please come back.

even though it was that short between us, we've done everything together. you were more than a friend. more than a family member. more than anything else. we could talk about almost anything. you were always there to protect me. to help me. to love me. to give me a hug when i needed one. to cheer me up when i was down. to wipe away my tears when i cry. i want that life again. is that ever going to be possible? cant you just come back and say the very least goodbye? give me one last hug. tell me one last joke. leave me with the happiest memories in my life. dont do this to me. come back when you've read this. i'm always ready. wake me up in the middle of the night, if you have to.