a proposal. i always thought that it was like. the most embarrassing thing ever. no, not for the guy. i mean. yeah. you have to kneel on the ground and what not. but havent you thought about how the girl feels? i mean. if someone kneels right in front of you and beg (okay. wrong choice of words, but yeah, you get my point) you for something you never expected, then what response are you suppose to give?

and like, if you're in a crowded place, no one's gonna look below and say, "oh that guy just proposed to her!" duh he just did. they will look at the girl to see what she says right!

anyway, a married life is not something i can tahan at the moment. i think? just like what i told cong long long long long long time ago, you dont have to bother about what your guy friend does. after all, you'll see him outside your house. but if you get married you have to tolerate the way he sleeps. whether he snores or not, move a lot or not. and the way guys pee. THAT IS JUST SOOOO GROSSSS. ew.

i am someone that will need a lot of space on my own. just like when i have to do work, you do NOT come and fight for table space with me, cos i'll get damn pissed. it's like you totally burst my bubble. you better be leaving me on my own unless i seem happy. SIGH.

okay. just to clarify, no one proposed to anyone. just a random thought after i saw this guy on his knees just now. HAHA.

on another note, some people really dont know the way i type. it's so annoying. when i get pissed, there's another way i type. but after a year, you still cant tell. are you a loser or what?

p.s. charmaine chen. i just read my email. so yeah. okay. i wont lock. thanks, but the vision just became bloody. like the typical healing hands operation images. hahaha. anyway, it kinda worked. so yes THANK YOU WOMAN. (: