i'm still trying to get over what you said the other day. but today something new comes along.

how many times do you intend to hurt me? really. i dont know. it feels as though you're planning another argument right now. how am i going to believe that i dont have to face another heartbreak again? how can you promise something just like that.

who knows which girl you're gonna meet tomorrow. and what goes on in your mind, i'll never know. all i need you to remember is. THE THOUGHT OF IT IS ALREADY ADULTERY. go read the bible if you never did. i know i dont have the right to say anything about reading the bible, cos i dont read it enough. but still. please. dont talk to me about how God first loved, so you love. cos if you got that from the bible, you know what other things come from the bible too, and stop arguing your nonsense with me.

i dont wanna live such a life, thinking about who is on your mind. cos it's tiring. if this is it, i can tell you. i'll lead a single life for the rest of my life, else i'll just get hurt over and over again. i'm barely pieced together, and you break me up again. really.

i feel like locking this blog too.