i know i've been posting a lot. but there are so many things weighing on me.
"Would you choose the person that loves you more or the person you love more?"
never expected myself to be back to this question in my own way. i asked my mum something like that when i was younger, cos of a song.
i might just be so selfish and say the person that loves me more. i mean. that person will give in to me more right? even if he doesnt, it'll be for my own good. and at least you know the chances of getting betrayed would be lesser? i dont know.
but then again. i might choose someone i love more, cos it'll be easier to give up anything for him? even if i get hurt, i would be able to forgive him more readily, right? plus, i guess it's easier to accept all his flaws too. ahwells.
what's your take?
"love and hate" one day if i were to leave for a far away place, i wont know what to tell my dearest.
to say i love you, and thank you for everything, because you mean so much to me, and i've been really grateful to have you around. but your heart will ache. it'll just be like. "fuck. the closest person to me died." cry cry cry. heart broken. and what not.
or am i gonna lie and say, i hate you, because it's easier to put down someone you hate rather than someone you love a lot, and i dont wanna see you sad. in this case "yes! this person just got out of my life. it's gonna be good" party party party.
the amount of tears rolling down...
"Would you choose the person that loves you more or the person you love more?"
never expected myself to be back to this question in my own way. i asked my mum something like that when i was younger, cos of a song.
i might just be so selfish and say the person that loves me more. i mean. that person will give in to me more right? even if he doesnt, it'll be for my own good. and at least you know the chances of getting betrayed would be lesser? i dont know.
but then again. i might choose someone i love more, cos it'll be easier to give up anything for him? even if i get hurt, i would be able to forgive him more readily, right? plus, i guess it's easier to accept all his flaws too. ahwells.
what's your take?
"love and hate" one day if i were to leave for a far away place, i wont know what to tell my dearest.
to say i love you, and thank you for everything, because you mean so much to me, and i've been really grateful to have you around. but your heart will ache. it'll just be like. "fuck. the closest person to me died." cry cry cry. heart broken. and what not.
or am i gonna lie and say, i hate you, because it's easier to put down someone you hate rather than someone you love a lot, and i dont wanna see you sad. in this case "yes! this person just got out of my life. it's gonna be good" party party party.
the amount of tears rolling down...