whoever said christians live a peaceful, calm and easy life? dont forget that there are a thousands of tests that we have to go through. and yes. during dg the other day. we learnt that Jesus wont put us through things He has never gone through. He went through all sorts of temptations, tests, and everything else for us. it's not easy, but we will live through it with faith and grace.

copied and pasted the below from my tumblr.
the sky is so big. yet it’s changing every second. and every second, there’s a new art work in the sky. the sky is nicely pieced together by God, and i’m so small compared to the sky. i’m one piece on my own. and a piece of puzzle never really tear. you can only find cracks, bends and fades. but when you send it back to the factory for a new piece, you'll be back to perfect. you can only cut it up. but you see. the only person that has the scissors is the stupid satan out there, and he’s not stepping anywhere near me. (it’s not making any sense to anyone, but i know what i’m talking about. i’m not going mad)

whatever happened to my faith and trust? it suddenly went off for hours today, then i saw my post earlier last year about my trust in my awesome God’s plans. i suddenly remembered my prayer. why i’m in fsv. why i shouldnt give up.

so… HI GOD! i have no idea what you’re up to in my life. i’ll just go step by step in blindness, cos i know i wont fall so badly, if i have to. i will wait for things to happen.