okay. since cong says i rarely update.
(and so, she comes here regularly to realise it)

update of the day. (not being racist or what)
BUT I SWEAR! i hate china people living in singapore. boooo the stupid assholes. stop dominating our country. your country has enough land to support you small people(if you get it). HMPH. so yeha. stupid china man. hate you ttm. hate it when i pay IDONTKNOWHOWMUCH for a damn long train ride, and people just stare at you cos you dont give up your seat, for quite a good reason. seriously, WHAT THE HELL MAN. i pay so much to get a nice ride back. I WILL NOT GIVE IT UP FOR NO REASON. boo you. i will protest silently that way to get my cheaper train fares. NO WAY AM I GIVING UP SEATS. shooooo you stupid idiots. ):<

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on the other hand, i hope you know which category you fall in. really. i have best friends, close friends, good friends, friends and acquaintance. you really need to know where you belong to. and for every one of them, it's better that you know your limits to it.

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church. do you go to church to see the pastor? cos apparently, chc does that. i dont get it. tehy all queue to get in. and i mean. queue in i dont know how many hours in advance. i once asked someone. why do you have to queue so early? answers i got were. "oh. then can feel the presence" or "then got better view" or "they are good speakers, i wanna get a close view" or simply "to get seats". do i say that they are singaporean? yeah. sure they are. kiasu ones too! but that's in a context of. if they are not going to church. think about it. God's presence is EVERYWHERE. it's whether you feel it or not. you dont have to sit around the pastor just to feel it. if you know He's there, He's just next to you. why do you have to go near the pastor for it? isnt that just waaaaaaaay too much? agrh. (i know i have many friends in chc, i'm sorry. but really, is it worth it?)

it's not like. God is fung/fung is God. if that's the case, fine. i understand why you have to queue like. FOUR HOURS in advance to see him, because he can only appear one place at a time. but no. this isnt the case. ahwells. pretend you didnt read this.