i'm starting to have doubts.
i doubted you once, and it was enough to break my heart.
now, i have doubts about so many things, i think i'm gonna die.

i didnt mean to get pissed, but there will always be something that makes me upset.
i hope one day you'll understand what kind of situation i'm in, and stop this.
i dont wanna wait till the day that i leave before you'll understand.

what and who am i?

if you're not appreciative, then forget it.
do things on your own.
i can live with less things to do.
not like i'll die, instead, i'll rest more.

bat gong yat seng dik ngoi si zui ho.