i'm bored to tears.
in all honesty.
watching dramas make me think.

why dont guys like that exist.
sometimes, i think they do.
but other times, i dont.
all because of what you do.
cant you ever understand it?
why is it you dont get it?

i've got enough people telling me this and that.
i've had more comments that what i should be hearing.
i went through enough of these shit on my own.
and i dont know when you'll ever get it.
i always have to reply a certain question for you.
and get back the same replies, you think i like it?
coming up with excuses/reasons why, is a torture.

sometimes i really wonder if you read this, cos i think you do.
thinking about the future makes me wonder so much
so many times i wanna cry, but i dont, cos i already said i wont.
so much to say, but i never know where to start from.

WHY IS IT THAT GUYS ARE SO FUCKING SLOW.