i need to concentrate on podcast.
i have to start on storytelling.
i must study for intro to film.

... but, can i?

i'm in such a state that i cant get this very thing out of my mind. i really cant even carry out a conversation properly. it just ends there. agrh. i'm annoyed. it's freaking NOT OKAY, as much as i always say it is. my life. SUCKS.
oh my darling.
where are you?