when was the last time that i felt this way? when was the last time i actually behaved like that? i dont know. it feels like shit now. why is this so difficult to let go? i've made this mistake over and over again, but i still dont learn, and something i will never get used to.

i only have one pair of hands. how much can i hold on to?
why do i love you like i do.

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another 2blogs added to the list, one for storytelling, another for photog. yeah. not like i got not enough blogs. think about it man. i've got at least 5blogs, not including the shared ones. adding these two now, i've got SEVEN. this is madness.