hello you, yes you. i'm talking about you. i love you. i practically cant live without you now. maybe not now, but soon. i know no matter how annoying you are, there's still something that brings both of us back to this place called mg, and how we've grown in there. i know that i'm very safe with you around now. at least the trust i have in you is deeper than i have in anyone else. i dont know. things get different as we grow, and my views of you have changed, for the better. ((((:

as much as i hated you big time in the past, you're not as annoying as i thought you were. you're not as dumb as i expected. hahaha. yeah. wanna know more about how i couldnt stand you? every other time i saw your name in my camp group, i'll go wailing to people i see. because you were such a nightmare. and during the camp itself, it would be hell for me. i'll see other groups moving around, and i'll just keep looking at them. yeah. that bad. i'm sorry. i should have never thought that you were so annoying.

to the point when i found out that we were gonna be coursemates, i was like. YAY! but that was at first, because i have someone i know. after 10seconds, when i digested that name, and it was this girl called valerie chia, i started complaining all over again. and yes. i had people telling me, wont be so sway, we wont be in the same class. but NO! on induction day, i saw the name list, and the last name there said. VALERIE CHIA! and i was like. OH GOD BLESS ME. seriously, i mass msged people to rant. but well, now i know. God has left you here with me for a good reason. to be my friend. to solve whatever shit we ever had. to encourage each other. to stop those stupid ac boys in our class from saying mg's not good. and i know there are many many more reasons. so yay! :D i hope and pray that we'll be in the same class again next sem. i dont wanna imagine my life without any mg girls around. i'll be so sad. actually, i just cant imagine it, cos for the past 10.5years, i have mg girls in my life.

so yes. now you know how i used to think of you, and how i think of you now. YOU BETTER NOT LEAVE ME OKAY! i will just... die. seriously. i cant live without you. i'll cry if you're not with me. and yes. that is how much i love you. (((: