i really dont know what i'm talking about already lar. aiyah. screw it. life sucks. maybe i'll regret it much later. but i really dont know. or maybe later, i'll fall in love with my life even more. now, i need you to get out of my life for a little while. i need to adjust back. and i need to believe that life's good. and it'll be good because everything's gonna be alright. every little thing.

i'm left here for a reason. i know i am. as much as i am failing. i will do well somehow. and it's gonna be what i'll do in future. every little thing that comes to me now will just be another trial. i will make sure i live this shitgood life to the max. i know i can. i will. and i must.

Now i've found the greatest love of all is mine.
Since You lay down your life, the greatest sacrifice.
My God is so great, so strong, so mighty there's nothing my God cannot do, for you.

如果有一天我和你的友情／感情被破壞，我不知道我还能像今天一樣，這麼愛你，能原諒你。嗨⋯可能我會原諒你，但是有些事情，發生了就不能回頭了。我有想過跟你說，不過我不會說出口，因為每一次見到你， 我都會忘記，不然就會很怕，不知道怎麼開始。