YOU ARE A REAL BITCH.
i am not going to bother, i am just going to rant it here. i dont care what and who reads it, because it's gonna be a post with NO NAMES. well, except for... a few random ones. but yes. you can interprete it in your own way. i dont care what sort of misunderstandings this is gonna cause. it's up to you to read it or not. so if you really have bad comprehension skills, or rather, have no idea how i really post my stuff, i suggest you dont even read it to cause even more misunderstandings. however, i'm hoping that YOU will read it.

i really have no idea how to face you. seriously, i always tell myself. forgive and forget. i'm trying sooooo hard, but i really cant stand it. arghhh. ever since i had this... random conversation about you with. _ and _, i concluded that i wasnt just being me, cos i'm not the only one feeling this way. honestly, I CANT STAND IT. and i am praying so hard that i wont clash with you any time soon, though i've got a feeling, i would.

my friends, you know how much things i actually keep to myself. and you know how long it takes to get my trust. once it's gone, you know how long it takes for it to be back. just one small thing you do can cause me to lose trust in you. and i get annoyed. really, i do. as all of you know my random problems, you know how much i just want to get out of school everyday. as soon as i can. really, i cant stand it. i really dont wanna face that... class of mine. i mean. i dont admit that they are nice people and stuff, but i just dont wanna face you. i really cant stand it anymore.

okay. now, that probably one of the reasons why i miss mg soooo much, and giving all mg girls i know a hug. yes! :D i love you all man. really. i mean. if there wasnt val in class, i wouldnt know how i would actually survive. if there wasnt fan every monday, i wouldnt know how to get pass mondays. and there's tiffany on wednesdays. ((: and all other mg people around, like pang, cassie, clarissa, cong, kat, dawn, charlier and everyone else. you're all good. and i really love you man.

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