i've heard love your enemies from fan TWICE. so yeah. i mean. it's gonna be good if i can start reading the bible about forgiving people. i mean. i already did. i'm gonna confess right now- VAL CHIA! i really couldnt stand you back in kaizen and what not. hahaha. i mean. i judged you a lot from then and stuff. i really never appreciated you being around and stuff, but recently, i know how good you've been, and how cool it is to have you around in class. i'm sorry for... i dont know. disliking you in the past?

seriously. i dont want this to go on anymore. i'm gonna pray that i can survive the next... two and three quarter years with youknowwho. forgive and forget. ng li pin, just go pray about it. it's gonna be all good. i know i can do this. i've done this before. i've prayed about a lot of things that came true. and i know God's gonna be awesome and help me with this another time. ((:

I AM GOING TO PRAY ABOUT IT.
ASK FOR FORGIVENESS.
AND FORGIVE.