it's so scary. when you start google-ing random things when you're bored, you'll end up finding weird things you never knew. and i find this super super scary, cos i was google-ing ilovelipin, and i found... THIS! quite scary. cos i was like... ehhh. what is this man. hahah. yeah, and i see that it was some brainwashing and memorising for work from last year.

i can totally still remember my conflict in srilanka man. (: i remember how easy mrs choo made it for us, and we just had to go memorise whatever she says and stuff, and go for test/exams like that. haha. HOUSING! education (the most important), citizenship (the least important), jobs in the government. that's all right? hahaha. i super love this chapter and bonding sg. i think they were the easiest chapters in ss. haha. yeah. i dont like d&d. oh. and there was globalisation, which was like. geoggg. so yeah. quite cool. :D

ahhhh. i pretty much miss O levels. i mean. the time we had in school studying, talking, crapping and what not. okay. i totally agree with what ms or says about olevels. it's just LIKE THAT, and it's over really fast, it's no big deal, and we just had to face it. it's not THAT scary, neither is it that relax. you just need to study, work for it, and tada. that's what you have on your results slips. now, tell me why oh why was i freaking out about the papers and what not? haha. yeah. like all normal mgs girls, we'll just take everything for granted, never treasure your time in mg, never take your seniors' advices, and this is what it becomes- you live with regrets. OH WELLS.

我真的真的很想再回去讀書。 我不要離開學校，不想和同學分開。 嗨⋯ 如果我們还在一起讀書就好了，讓我們在重複那些日子。現在想到往事我都會覺得心酸，不知道為什麼我現在忘了我們第一天在課室裡不會開玩笑，不會亂講笑話，但到了現在，我們想說也沒有機會了。我还記得上物理課時，總是沒有聽課，在傳（？）字條，不肯聽課。哈哈哈！英文課到現在還是很無聊，總是在玩sudoku，word search 或tictactoe。哈哈哈。还沒有人會聽老師在講什麼。我想在這裡承認我在這兩年都沒有傳心的聽ms chuah的課，因為他的課實在悶了！

有些事我藏在心裡很久了，到現在還是很想找個可靠也有時間的人談一談。嗨⋯ 如果世界上沒有這些問題，就太好了。有時看電視時 （ie 溏心風暴／家好月圓），兄弟姊妹之間的感情都這麼好，都會想為什麼我不能這樣，也會想為什麼長子都不用為弟弟妹妹的錯而被罰。好討厭做最大的一個，要牽就大家，不能有自己的想法，真的好難過。沒有一個我認識得人會知道我到底在承受什麼。嗨⋯

我要去香港／台灣，吃好東西，見最awesome的人。想見林峰，toby，angela，錢家樂，陳豪，蔡少芬，ahco，mm，諾懿⋯⋯ 啊！但能令我最高興的是能很快的再見到海正阿姨。好想好想她。): 突然好想小豬快點來，我要去機場，我要再見到ahpa，lengzai，seizai 他們。我想和他們亂說話時還是很好玩。哈哈哈。我知道你以為我瘋了，但是我真的很想ahpa他們，很想再見他們，和他們說笑。sigh⋯

其實我很簡單 rocks man！可是，《心領》還是最棒！今天聽了很多次，起碼50次。