a very depressing post on christmas, so i suggest you skip it.

I MISS YOU SOOOOO MUCH! )):
i miss the times i've spent with you, because they were always so fun and worth the time.
i miss talking to you about my problems, trusting that you would never ever tell anyone else about it.
i miss your attempts of cheering me up, although they dont always work.
i miss going out with you, holding your hands, and the hugs you've given me.

no matter how much i try to make myself busy, watch tv, get myself all tired out, studying, doing work, looking at all the retarded pictures, watching nonsensical videos, staring at lamfung pictures (it works for that second) or whatever. at the end of the day, i'll still think about you.

thank you for protecting me and always being there whenever i need you.

you've been very important.
i'm really trying to let it go, but i cant.
i'm sorry if i've let you down.
i dont want to cry, i really dont want to, but tears just keep flowing out.