the day would have been awesome, if not for...
SIGH. i've got nothing to say.
MY LIFE SUCKS.
dinner today, tomorrow and saturday. HOW MUCH WORSE CAN MY LIFE GET? after all my hongkong-ness, i get this crap. ahhhhh. i should just continue staying in hk, wait for cybil to go back, and... HAHAHA. i dont know. i can only say that it would be great if i could get there. but then, i need to find someone that can sponsor my longggg stay there, which is quite impossible. ahhh.
if you read this, i'm still hoping that i can forget everything that you've done to me, and i can solve this problem once and for all. sigh. i know the problem has a lot a lot of causes. and i'm easily influenced by EVERY OTHER THING around. oh gosh. maybe if you could just leave me alone for the rest of my life, and i can just hide from this forever, and pretended nothing actually happened, i wouldnt be like that now.
after so long, i thought i managed to let it go. but maybe i was wrong, cos when someone mentioned the whole incident again, i get really scared. i dont know. the image just continued playing over and over again. i'm sorry. i thought i could let it go. i thought i could tell everyone that i was fine. but no, i'm wrong. i've just been running away from reality. ahhhhhhhhhhhh.
anyway, kat, vanesa and meiyan came over today. hahahaha. it was purely retardedness. well, cos there was loongmeiyan that talks RUBBISH. now you know why i lose weight during holidays- NOTHING TO EAT AT HOME! hahaha. i think the 3 of them wanted to die when i said that nothing edible at home was mine. hahaha. oh wells.
SIGH. i've got nothing to say.
MY LIFE SUCKS.
dinner today, tomorrow and saturday. HOW MUCH WORSE CAN MY LIFE GET? after all my hongkong-ness, i get this crap. ahhhhh. i should just continue staying in hk, wait for cybil to go back, and... HAHAHA. i dont know. i can only say that it would be great if i could get there. but then, i need to find someone that can sponsor my longggg stay there, which is quite impossible. ahhh.
if you read this, i'm still hoping that i can forget everything that you've done to me, and i can solve this problem once and for all. sigh. i know the problem has a lot a lot of causes. and i'm easily influenced by EVERY OTHER THING around. oh gosh. maybe if you could just leave me alone for the rest of my life, and i can just hide from this forever, and pretended nothing actually happened, i wouldnt be like that now.
after so long, i thought i managed to let it go. but maybe i was wrong, cos when someone mentioned the whole incident again, i get really scared. i dont know. the image just continued playing over and over again. i'm sorry. i thought i could let it go. i thought i could tell everyone that i was fine. but no, i'm wrong. i've just been running away from reality. ahhhhhhhhhhhh.
anyway, kat, vanesa and meiyan came over today. hahahaha. it was purely retardedness. well, cos there was loongmeiyan that talks RUBBISH. now you know why i lose weight during holidays- NOTHING TO EAT AT HOME! hahaha. i think the 3 of them wanted to die when i said that nothing edible at home was mine. hahaha. oh wells.
RAYMOND LAM! :D