i cant help but to scream it out man. i feel so... SWAYYY. i cant stand it.
i dont know if i remain as sad as i was for almost the whole day, or i should be annoyed, or i should be happy about it. MIXED FEELINGS. but well, one thing i know for sure is... i'll be okay, hopefully soon.
it's okay. God thinks that i'm overly crazy, so i'm brought away from this whole thing, and will remain quiet all about it. THERE IS A REASON FOR EVERYTHING. at least i'm given a chance to see 1/3 of it. it's better than nothing. lipin, for all you know, you're going to get to know someone like ada choi in phuket or something. hahahahaa. REMEMBER HOW YOU GOT TO SEE CHARMAINE SHEH AND JULIAN CHEUNG IN KL!
well, but i think that was the message of my dream. maybe chloe's too? hahaha. yah. i dont know why. esplanade, and it'll be it. IT IS COMING TRUE! seriously, IT IS. i am excited man. but then, i dont have a lot of time that day, cos i've got to be at the airport at 4pm. yeah. how annoying. oh wells, i'll keep this info to chloe and i. until further notice, cos of something. :D
random picture with chloe at ocean park. haha.
and with cong. hahah. yes. we bought that shirt like the night before.
CHLOE, if you're reading this, i have a date with you at esplanade before i leave. or maybe you can just stick there forever, and my dream will come true, for your part. hahaha. oh yeah. if nadine's with you, it'll come true for her too! hahahah. i need to give you a call tomorrow or something to rant or something.
OH MY DARLING!
i'm still trying to forget it. but it seems like i cant? eh. fine. i am going to call call call. i dont care man. i'm calling my jie tomorrow or something. maybe maybe maybe!
I WANT TO GO HONG KONG!
我要去香港!
CHRYSANTHEMUM, MY DECEMBER 2009 might be able to be brought forward to a year earlier? HAHAH! but i dont think so. hahaha. we'll see about it. i'll get you updated man. :D
this is so bad. ahhh. BUT,
I AM SO IN LOVE WITH RAYMOND LAM.
忘记伤害-林峰the song title is just what i am. i think i'm just stupid. oh wells. i think it was last night that i was telling tiffany how much i miss having lessons with our class and stuff. yeah. like.
当这感觉未发生 不知道你光临
我大概还可继续散心 无奈我的心
不经意着了灯 为得不到的吸引
令我不纠缠亦不忍
当他手放在你身
才想到我是好友永远没权利去伤感
忘记受过伤害 施舍最假的爱
也会令我肯相信这段感情避不开
忘记如何忍耐 但期待一夜之间醒过来
我和你便已如 恋人热爱
想想一世待你好 不需要有出路
那是我唯一快乐其实期望未算高
不拥抱便跌倒 付出的都不苦恼
被爱的当然未知道
好即使我未够好
连哭一声都不配你便提示我怎做
忘记受过伤害 施舍最假的爱
也会令我肯相信这段感情避不开
忘记如何忍耐 但期待一夜之间醒过来
我和你便已如恋人热爱
there was this particular physics lab lesson, if i'm not wrong, ms or asked something about the difference if you walk or run into a wall. (it was some physics thing that she was trying to link last year, i think?) and our class had this natural answer that is we're not so stupid, cos we'll avoid it. hahaha. i mean, it was sense of common for all of us, and ms cheong just stood there and laughed.
yes, but at the rate i'm going, i dont know how many times i've just dashed into this wall, forgetting how much it hurts. and each time, i dash into it harder. it gets harder each time. i always told myself that i've learnt my lesson. and yes, i did, but... what happens the next time, i'll just stupidly and blindly dash into it. it's just like i'm banging the wall everyday, and it gets harder and harder. i will attempt to break the wall, but it will never break, and NO WORK WILL BE DONE! i'll get so immune to it that i'll lose my feelings.