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Wednesday, October 8, 2008;7:52 PM

i really see no stars in the sky, and i'm feeling so hopeless. you promised to be there for me, and you left. and now there's no stars. i'm feeling really empty.

i really wish you were here.
because i miss you so much.
i want a hug. i want to talk.
WHY ARE YOU NOT HERE?

and so i ponned skipped didnt go to school today.
you wonder why? hahaha. i had this really really bad headache in school.
followed by my stupid bus ride home. plus all the nonsense olevels has been giving me.
what you get is fever. and a very very very bad headache. i tell you. my brain is popping out.
lack of sleep, you may say. not enough water. whatever. o levels is the main cause. i tell you. ):

i cant believe i missed the last chem lesson today. ):
maybe history too?
ahhhhh. my last wednesday in mg was... TWO WEEKS AGO! ahhhhh.

and you know, i was reading your blog. the times we've spent were short. but we never missed any opportunities to talk rubbish, to laugh, to scream, to rant whatever. it's the quality, and not the quantity. and i agree to that line. i mean. even if i were to face you 24/7, and all we do is stare at each other, NO POINT RIGHT?

this is random. but yeah.
do you still remember how snoey came about?


ms kek wanted to be tall, but still became the shortest. HAHAHA!

on the first day of school, this was foreign, and now i spend more time here than at home.

my head kills.
i feel zombie-ish.
i'm better off dead.
i want to stay in mg
i want to live in denial

i'm so tired that i can just fall down, and never get up. i dont have any more energy and courage to face this shit i'm going through. i'm waiting for a murderer to kill me. and maybe the world would be a happier place. since there is one person less, competition would not be as tough, and people do not have to mug their lives away. I REALLY REALLY WANT TO DIE.
I WISH I NEVER GREW UP.


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& LP
& NLP
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