O.V.E.R.
i survived it.

i gave up. and got myself back.
my confidence aint there.
if i pass all the papers, it'll be amazing.

I AM CURRENTLY PISSED OFF.
now dont you try arguing with me about this.
BEING THE OLDEST DOESNT MEAN ANYTHING.
i swear, being blind is much more severe than getting a scar.

SO, WONT YOU JUST GET YOUR POINT RIGHT?! like seriously, it aint my fault. i am not so wu liao to go start such a stupid fight man. hello, it was YOU who wanted me to get him down to tingxie. so i did. not like i wasnt listening to you right. FREAK. and i swear, YOUR son has a freaking problem, and i will never admit i know him. yes. and i am not born to hear all your stupid nonsense, get involved in damn freaking irritating family polictics, not born to bother about your stupid children's academic problems. most importantly, I AM NOT BORN TO BE YOUR FAMILY'S PUNCHING BAG.

it doesnt mean that someone at the age of 6 has the excuse to do all the stupid mistakes. i can tell you, at the age of 6, i could read and write chinese well, i knew all my grammar mistakes. i am not so stupid. and so i have my yardstick to compare such things to conclude that he is stupid. there's nothing wrong in me saying that. but that aint the point.

I DONT OWE MY EYES TO ANYONE! damn you. why the freaking hell are you so bloody biased. it wasnt me who started it. i just said study tingxie, and it's like i'm at fault. what wrong did i do for him to find a damn reason to freaking poke my eyes continuously?! YOU TELL ME WHAT RIGHT DOES HE HAVE! IF YOU TELL ME ONE GOOD REASON, I WILL WILLINGLY LET HIM DO SO! and oh. so you're just trying to tell me that self defence aint good. okay. next time, i get kidnapped, i get robbed, or even murdered, i wont do anything, and just wait for death. it'll be the happiest news you'll ever receive.

i cried for help, and you didnt come. WHY? i thought i could trust you. you didnt help. you just had to push everything to me. I AM SUPER PISSED. i've tried to forget the past, but i cant. whenever i am in need of help, you're never there. my only hope is gone. agrh.

THANK YOU KATHLEEN KWAN.
my eyes has officially been tearing for like 50min.
MY ROOM IS GOING TO FLOOD BIG TIME.
and i am turning blind.