I AM THERE!
at the cliff.
waiting
for the waves to hit hard
to make the rocks weaker
to the overhanging part to drop
for me to drop in hard enough.
for the waves to wash me out.

when you see something floating together with the longshore drift, it might just be me.

i may be here now, but do not take it as it means i wont die tomorrow.
I WANT TO GIVE UP!
不知道/忘了我在世界上的意义.
如果我要走, 一定会很安静.
没有人会知道.
生死差一线
可能我明天会死.

history is demoralising me BIG time.

edit-
i just saw this really pretty picture that gave me that LITTLE bit of motivation. but SIGH.
I HATE PRELIMS! I HATE STUDYING! I HATE O LEVELS!
who on earth went to create such a stupid thing, SCREW YOU! (charis, i remembered my R)
ahhhh. i curse and swear, but nothing's gonna change the fact. it's just a way to rant it out.