I LIVE IN THE WORLD OF MY OWN.
i wonder. when i will wake up.
i need to start speaking up.
i need to make a change.
but i cant do that over night.
else, like what fan says, i'll be labelled insane.

can you imagine, i'm crying now, then i snap my fingers, the next moment, i'm not? CANNOT RIGHT. everything needs time. i dont know. you can say time heals MOST things. and yes. i agree, no one can force me to change. it's a mindset thing.

i need to change. i need to let it go. i know i need to let it out first. maybe i'll set a day to sit down with someone and talk. and cry it all out. before prelims, i hope.

whatever ms or said makes sense. not that i really dont think about it. i do reflect on what she says. REFLECT REFLECT REFLECT. i know what i need to do. but i cannot do it. i dont know why. probably without it, i'll not be me? and i'll just change totally. i dont know. anyway, THANK YOU MS OR! :D

STOP TRYING TO FIND ME A BOYFRIEND! hahha. i have no plans to get one at the moment man. haha. my dearest jess and karen, you may go on the roads to search for your other halves. i dont need mine now. (:

tsunami this july? in japan?
NGLIPIN, TAKE NOTE!