between black and white, there's always a grey area.
&i'm always stuck there. i can never take one stand.
people say that you can look at thing from 2 points.
that's how you get the grey area, which i'm stuck at.
why cant the world just be simpler, and only have 1?
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because there's TWO, i get so very confused. i dont know if i'm doing the right thing or not. since there are always TWO views, positive and negative, NG LI PIN! just stick your brain into one. stop mixing both up and end up in grey areas again. i'm afraid i become schizo.
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so, how do you get grey? black and white mix together. there are so many types of grey. one drop of black into a bottle of white is grey. half a bottle of white and half a bottle of black is grey. one drop of white into a bottle of black is also grey. or at least, they arent pure anymore. there's no way you can use fractional distillation or chromatography to separate them, can you?

once there's a stain there, it'll be difficult to clean it off. it's like spilling acid on a marble floor. will the floor look as good as it was before? the stain will always remain there. the same theory applies to a pretty vase or whatever. if you break it, there's no way you can put it back together like it was before, whether you use super glue or what. the crack remains.

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watching the kids run about every other day really makes me happy. like really, i dont want to grow up. but we dont have a choice, do we? they lead such a carefree life. just by watching them, you can actually feel so happy. and they are so honest with you. we dont have to think about whether they have any hidden meaning behind what they said, cos they are just so truthful. and to them, it's really black and white. nothing in between. how i wish my life was like that.

the training of patience. haha. yes. going to eton house really trains my paitence. it wasnt easy on the first day. or rather first half of the day? but it got better. and better. i change the views i have on kids now. (: sometimes, unknowingly, we actually learn from those kids. it's so amazing.