i am not who you know, and you are not who i know.
i dont know. it might be the exams? it might just be the weather.
but you are not who i know. like. THINGS CHANGE. do you realise?

i really really want to tell someone EVERYTHING. but you wont help.
you just keep telling me the BUTs and IFs. and putting myself in THEIR shoes.
why cant they try looking FROM MY POINT OF VIEW? they will see other things as well.

我不要做白老鼠了! ): 我讨厌白老鼠. 因为我快疯了, 我不知道怎么样才能跟你在讲话. 我不知道你在想什么. 我真得真得很累了, 很想闭上眼睛, 以后也不要再醒过来. 太累了! 真的不能撑下去, 也不想再面对你们, 因为我不知道你是朋友还是敌人. 我不知道也不想知道. 如果, 有一天, 我能闭上眼 睛, 再也不展开, 那样的世界是怎么样的? 死后是什么感觉? 忘记收过伤害, 还笨得要命, 一头撞过去.

cong, i know what i wanted to tell you about the person i couldnt describe. like i remembered what to say and all, but it's currently missing again. darrrrrrrn. i have super bad memory.

YAY! ng li pin, today was a nice day. you managed to reach the targetted grade for the papers returned today. (: but i doubt tomorrow and the day after, you will get it. OH WELLS. live with it. there's always two sides. now that i did well, it's your turn to feel bad tomorrow and friday. THE WORLD IS FAIR. even if you are born blind. i'm sure you have something you're good at. so... NG LI PIN! you can... enjoy yourself, and find out how fair the world is. BRILLIANT.

I LOVE CHINESE! yes i do. chinese is my best friend. and WILL be my best friend. (: