crappp. tomorrow's chinese oral. and i really hope i dont get some strange/strict teacher to test me. blahhh. i just need to pass it. and i hope i will, cos i havent been reading my news. due to many reasons. and thus, i'm such an idiot to the happenings around the world. if they're going to ask about the olympic thing, i'll just literally lie on the floor crying. blahhh. and then tuesday's gonna be 2.4 AND physics spa. and i seriously hope i can do it. i dont know why. i just seem unconfident. maybe cos it's electricity. gahhh. i dont like. hmph.

i'm not looking forward to the week. i dont enjoy going to school. neither do i enjoy being at home. i like being alone. why cant you just leave me alone? you may just mean well and stuff. but i really just want to be alone. and do some reflections.

seriously, if you dont want me to know something, then DONT even think about saying a word or doing something about it right in front of me. cos i have the tendency to want to find out. it's super irritating. and sometimes i'm just going to blow. but you happily talk rubbish, and treat it as though it's the funniest joke on earth or something. IT IS SERIOUSLY IRRITATING.

because you're like a stranger to me.
i cant seem to see through you.
i dont know what you're thinking about.
i have simple lost my confidence in you.
the trust that was there, is now gone.
you may or may not know the reason.
(the above is to a BIG group of people, and not one)

i dont owe you a living, that's why you cant control my life. i hate it when you tell me what i can or cannot do. i hate it when you're just being so irritating and such a suck up. seriously, there's nothing wrong with anyone, but maybe it's just YOU. i'm quite sure i'm not the only one who thinks of it that way. i know that there are others who think so too. but they just never mentioned it. you dont just think that by mentioning _, will help you get anything you want. YOU ARE SIMPLY GETTING ON MY NERVES.

there's still a group of you who are still silently there. knowing what's happening, but will never dare to ask what happened. you know how i will react to this.