TANGTOONWEN; thanks for your luck. haha. we always do this when we have test/exams hurhh. yah lar. i'm going to die tomorrow. haha. dont say that i always say i die okay. actually, i really die man. blah.

DIANEONG&CHENGJIEYI; the both of your msges about trusting God. thankyou. i shall sleep in peace. i know i'm going to fail. stupid diane ong's gonna get much higher than me. ):

LOONGMEIYAN; i'm going to grow. i dont care whether i pass or fail. i have to grow. ((: haha. and thankyou for your encouragement. (: thanks for all your nonsense that has never failed to make me laugh. :D and i cant sleep. ):

KATHLEENKWAN; for all your nice nice messages. thankyou. (: thank you for believing and always there to hear my rants. :D it's always at the very point when i want to give up so badly you will have some random thoughts. and start saying that God is telling me that.

TIFFANYTEO; for that call while i was going mad while doing ss. at first, i was really starring at my book. and it was staring at me. then after that, i got high and started saying the pledge out loud. and started singing the song. hahaha. WE ARE SINGAPORE.

JeSS; thankyou ah ma! (: you can tell me that i'm not a failure, but i can tell you that i am. sigh. you better pray for me. like how i did when you were dying last year man. or i'm just gonna fail like nobody's business. ):

MSOR&MSCHEONG?; thank you for believing that i'm better than what i think i am & for all the jia yous. though i still think that i'm very cham. mindsets have been set a longggg time ago, it'll take a while to change (if i'm planning to change). the both of you give me stress hurhhh.

the above goes in order of my current inbox. haha. yeah. that means latest is right on top. :D

ONE AND A HALF HOUR TO CHILDREN'S DAY. ):
I WANT TO CRY.
wish me luck.

nglipin; tell yourself you CANNOT give up. tell yourself that you MUST NOT retain. tell yourself you hate the sec2s to the core. TELL YOURSELF THAT YOU ARE GOING TO PROVE ____ WRONG. tell yourself that everything will be over. tell yourself that you're gonna play and watch tv till you drop. tell yourself that you are going to china happily.

3S; hello! exams start tomorrow. i hope we all do well and continue to be in the same class again okay. though we have a lot of problems and stuff, teachers may just simply dread us so much, we are still a class. without anyone (cept for one person, whom we all lost respect for), the class wouldnt be a full class, so GOOD LUCK EVERYONE. (:

HANG IN THERE FOR JUST A WEEK OR SO. it'll be over.