I GIVE UP!
i'm a failure.
just admit that.
i cant absorb anymore.
i really want to give up.

WHY DID THOSE COME IN?
why did i clear my msges?
why did the both of you tell me not to give up at the same time?
just when i told myself i'm going to give up. then i read those.
IS THIS A TRICK OR WHAT?!
anyway, THANKYOU. (:

i cry when i look at my books. they just pile on my table.
they look at me, and i look at them, but nothing goes in.

i'm prepared to fail and retain.
i'm prepared for the worst.
everything was planned.
even before i was born.

I HATE THE SIGHT OF MY FAMILY.
they just sit outside and watch tv. i feel so dumb.
my sister isnt even studying, yet she just needs a day to finish on subject?!
and my brother is happily sitting on the sofa 24/7 shaking legs watching tv. wth.

i WANT to give up.
i really do. this battle is too long for me.
it's a battle that will never end since 24may1999.
i've fought enough.
i've beared enough.

NGLIPIN, FOCUS!
die die also must do well.
must pass and get promoted.
must not be with the present sec2s.

GOODBYE MS CHIA; THANKYOU MS CHIA; GODBLESSYOU MS CHIA. (: