i watched forensic heroes today. yeah. i dont know why. i just wanted to ________________. well. it just came to me how much things i've done wrong recently. not doing my work, dreaming during lessons, not understanding my stuff, always just asking charis for help, but after that forget, not handing in my work on time, not doing anything i'm supposed to be doing.

i feel guilty not doing my work, but i am just so lazy to even touch my books. everytime i open them, i just want to sleep. you know i really dread this. why is the year ending so soon? why? WHY DO WE HAVE TO TAKE OLEVELS?! why do we have to leave mg? why cant we just stay in primary school forever. that was when we were all the happiest. and never thought about so much.

TELL ME WHAT HAVE I BEEN DOING THAT I'M SUPPOSED TO BE DOING? you probably cant. because i havent done anything i'm supposed to do. that is how terrible i am. &i am so frustrated with you. why cant you just understand that i dont want this to happen? cant you just try to understand me as well?!

明天会比今天好! :D
remember that quote. at least. we have no idea what's going to happen tomorrow.
for the benefit of people, whose computers CANNOT read chinese (aka tiffany teo) the boxes you see is ming tian hui bi jin tian hao. :D