i feel oh so grumpy, because i'm so supposed to be studying, but i have no mood to, therefore, i am pissed with myself. blahhhhh.

i'm frustrated cos i am getting such terrible mood swings and all. and i dont even know why! )):

&your closest friends might be the ones who betray you
they might be the ones that hurts you the most.
you'll never know whether or not they are your friends or not.

you know sometimes, friends that you rarely talk to are the ones who know you best? they might be the ones who are able to tell whether or not you are happy or sad. sometimes, they know it even better than you do.

THANKYOU! ((:

sometimes, i really wished that i dont take bus at all. or be alone at all, because i dont know what i will start doing. for example, yesterday, i was reading all my msges in my inbox on the bus since i was bored. and there was a freaking jam. so yeah. haha. i have msges that go back all the way till 05 07 07. hahah. yeah. that's because i always delete msges from the top. and stop halfway. yeah. hah. i seriously think that it was my fault now. the more i read it, the more i'm blaming myself.

IAMSORRY! really.

some people should stop thinking about toilet signs and all. I HATE HATE HATE WATERMELONS! )): anyway, I AM TOTALLY INNOCENT MAN! and and maybe your logic was right. haha. i agree with both logics. that's why i couldnt decide. oh wells. i'm innocent okayyy. now stop telling me to look at toilet signs.

NGLIPIN! EOYs ARE LESS THAN 2MONTHS AWAY! cant you just study? CONCENTRATE ON YOUR WORK! stop slacking! you are already failing so many things this term! you cant afford to fail anymore!!!

i really hoped that you understood me, but sadly, i dont think you did. because you just made me feel worse. i just need to vent/rant at someone/something. did you ever try looking at things from my point of view? they arent as easy as you think. and lipin isnt as happy as you think she is. i dont think anyone has ever seen the truly happy side of her. so maybe sometimes you all just dont know when i'm happy or not?