i know this is random and all. but i forgot to tell everyone this. i am finally able to sleep throughout the night! ((: since like. 240707. :D so yeah. i am not so cham as last time with so little sleep and all. i mean. i know i am tired and all that's why i am able to sleep without dreams/nightmares. but i still get my sleep. and today, i finally get my at least 12hours of sleep. haha. in fact, i slept from 10.30 last night till 1 this afternoon. :D how great is that? hahaha. i am really glad for the amount of sleep i just had. but still with my mood swings. ): i dont know why either.

anyway, yeah. i sorted out my thoughts and all like on monday? i guess. after all the take my word for it. :D i am glad for that show at this time. you know how much impact it had on me before. when i was depressed and all. when everything was just bad. and that i only could turn to ONE person. but now, i dont think i only have ONE. :D though THAT issue, only THAT one person in my whole entire life would know about it. (:

&&THANKYOU JeSS for being the first person to have agreed with what i'm doing and all. :D the next person who actually agreed, TIFFANY TEO, THANK YOU! (: i thought i was like the only one that thinks like that. but maybe not. (: i've just thought through so much. and i've straightened that out. yeah. maybe what ms or and ms cheong said were right. take one step back and you'll see things clearer. hold on to each other so that we would not make that one step forward. THANKYOU! ((: