HAPPY FATHERS' DAY! (:

lipin is really happy. there is nothing that can describe her current joy. really. nothing. even after meeting jessica for the first time, i was not this happy. really. its like. a mountain off my back. i can breathe now. ((((:

i am truly happy. i dont know why. but yeah. not that i'm numb or what. just that. that day, the bible verses woke me up. then emails came in. we made a right choice. we did. then the calls. really. i was literally jumping for joy when i closed the door, in the room alone, of course. else my sister will think that i'm mad. somemore that day she just labelled me lunatic. )):

i told you my paths are becoming straight. now you see what i mean. even if help didnt come, and it isnt any way to solve the problem, but i've got advises. i've got to the point that everyone understands the seriousness. i've got what i needed.

but of course, i still cant sleep well. and i know i wont be able to, since there are so much undone work. )): but the main reasons stays unchanged. nevermind. i'm happier now. even my dreams will be better? i hope so. :D i'll stare at my phone tomorrow. even when i'm doing cip. anyway, my aunty will be with me. so they cant say much cos i'll be helping her tomorrow, and not that stupid sickening librarian who thinks i dont understand hokkien or cantonese. like. excuse me! i'm a hokkien. obviously i must understand abit right? as for cantonese, i must know. else why am i watching cantonese shows in cantonese. like. duh.

whatever it is, lipin is really happy today. i dont know why. i'm like smiling throughout. and my mummy and daddy are starring at me like. what's wrong with my daughter who keeps smiling to herself for the whole day when she looked so depressed and upset just a day ago? ahha. i hope they wont think that i have a boyfriend or what. cos obviously, i dont. :D

really, lipin is happy since 11 last night! ((((:
THANK YOU! :D